Sunday, July 26, 2020

Rituals tend to pierce the Veils, which always leave some Trails.

As we're preparing to re-visit Malik's lead in the hospital where he was moved after our last visit, I decided to use this time to make another post, detailing exactly what it is, that I was looking for at the Wolf Pack's den, mainly because Malik won't stop bugging me about it.

Be prepared for a lengthy history lesson, it certainly took me a lot of time to piece things together, I am very lucky that back when I was alive, when I heard of Wolf's death, I would go over the posts several times, after which I would search for things that seemed... similar to her demise, thinking about it now, it is her death that has led me to my findings today, huh, funny.

2014, a year when the game went silent due to the fact that many interesting pieces fell off the board, pieces like: Sergei, Alex Prescott, Wolf, Roy, myself and many others. Prior to that, the game was indeed lively, surprising, considering that the level of disappointments that those seeking a solution to their eternal haunting's was only growing with every new piece introduced onto the board, you'd think the survivors would give up hope and stop the whole blogging thing, I mean, first they had to deal with the fall of the "Originals", then they had to observe the failings of the "Sages", then the numerous deaths of the "Fighters" and eventually, the complete and utter take over by the... well us, HA! You'd think people would stop flocking to this website and yet, by 2014, it was still going, still lively, to a point that we even had a priest running a blog.

Can you imagine? A Priest, running a blog!? What a hilarious image and yet there he was, Father Barney... Bernard? Uhhh... Brian! Father Brian, right. Father Brian, probably a self given title, was a fool, a fool that was lucky enough to stumble upon something (or rather, most likely, it stumbled upon him), a creature, an unknown creature, that was somehow able to not only stave off Slendy, but also hurt him. Being the superstitious fool that he was, he believed it to either be God himself, or some kind of tool sent down to earth from God, to battle the satanic figure that was Slendy. At least, I believe that's how he viewed whatever he was housing in his little stronghold, I'm going by memory here. Oh yeah, you heard that right! A Stronghold! He was one of those pieces that believed that herding a bunch of people into one place was a FANTASTIC idea! But what is this?

*GASP*

It worked! For a while... BUT IT WORKED! Slendy just couldn't get in, something was keeping him away and credit where credit is due, Father Barnacle put on a good show, reading verses from the bible, making his followers believe that it was truly the power of God that kept him away, I actually am not sure myself whether good ol' Father believed in his own bullshit, or if he knew exactly what he was housing in his little stronghold and just put on a charade. Whatever the case, it may have worked on Slendy, but it didn't seem to work on his Proxies and so Knitty was sent in, she abducted Laura, another contributor to Father's blog (Technically it was her's) and gave her a present in the similar fashion that I received my gift, that Knitty received hers and just recently, how Fell received hers. Inside of Laura was now a living creature, a living creature that to some extent originated from Slendy and it was growing, and waiting to burst out. of course, at this point, many were familiar with the practice due to our postings, so good ol' Minxie tried to warn Laura and Father Barf Breath that, what was inside of her, could very much hurt everyone around her and thus Laura tried to run away, but was prevented by Father, convinced that people were just blowing smoke up her ass, trying to scare her. Eventually however, he was convinced and in order to exorcise little Laura of her inner demon, he started up a ritual, they gathered around poor Laura in their Church, holding her down, chanting things up and summoning the creature that was preventing Slendy from coming through and come through it did, right through Father Barley, burning the shit out of Laura and the Azoth that was within her, then comes in Knitty, wrecks the whole place up in attempt to prevent the thing from coming through completely, getting consumed by it in the process, leading to what everyone believed to be her death. Ritual #1.

Few years later, after my own death, another over-bloated idiot shows up called Osprey. See, after Wolf's death, Fell and Hart adopted Laura, who at this point has been exposed to both Knitty's Azoth and Father Bart's weird creature and the proceeded to work for Slendy, but on the down-low, not publishing any new posts, that was until I dropped in. That seemed to put them back on Osprey's radar and he was now actively hunting them down, a leader of a proxy group that were going to bring back Knitty in order to serve Slendy yet again. How were they going to do that? Why, with another ritual of course! Seeing as Laura was the only living being on this realm who housed a bit of Knitty within herself, she was going to serve as a vessel that would bring Knitty back and what a ritual it was! Complete with ritualistic circles and weird ass symbols, Osprey for as much of an idiot as he was, had certain knowledge, knowledge that would earn him the title of a "Sage" back in the day, due to Fell's mingling, the "enslavement" part of the ritual got fucked over and Knitty was brought back, with a vengeance! Ritual #2.

Noticing those little "Ritual" footnotes I'm putting in? Good, because see, this used to be a running theme among the "Sages".

"Sages" from what I gather, used to be these people who possessed certain... "knowledge" that could be used within this game we find ourselves in, usually prior to their haunting, mainly as a hobby. For example, Setoth for whom the occult was basically a lifestyle, up until it became a weapon, when Setoth decided to summon Slendy (which to Setoth's misfortune, worked) and then, once again, used the same method of summoning in order to pull Slendy around several areas while Setoth and Arkady tried to rescue their "friends". Rituals #3 and #4.

Setoth wasn't the only one, these occultists and "realm walkers" were numerous, AmalgamationSage was one of those, a self-professed guardian that protected this realm from otherworldly intrusions, similar to our big bad Slendy. Heh, now there's a nickname that is bound to get a rise out of a certain Morning Hunter, isn't that right? Alright, less gloating, more info divulging, so how would one go about protecting our realm from such intrusions? By protecting the Veils! What are those might you ask? Well... You know how whenever Slendy, or any other creature really, confronts you, their appearance is usually that of something familiar to you? Slendy dressing up in a suit, Cold Boy being a literal Boy, etc, etc. Well, that's your mind automatically adjusting your perception so that you don't see their REAL selves, a "reality filter" if you may, that only works when the Veils are preserved, that's their purpose, to keep everything in balance, or at the very least, try to. Did you know that they can be broken? Oh yes, indeed so, they can be broken in many ways, Conflict between the Big Bad's, The Quiet just showing up and royally fucking things up, or the use of Rituals that disbalance the veil of normalcy that people outside of this game all have over them. What? Did you think any time these "Sages" used their knowledge and skewerd reality, there were no consequences? HA! Hell, sometimes they even did it on purpose!

So you can understand my fascination with the ritual that Knitty was brought back through, whatever it was that Osprey did, he created a gateway to not only bring back Knitty to us, he also brought back the creature that was within Father... I'm running out of stupid names... Fuck it, just Father it is then, anyway, he also brought back the creature that was within Father. The important word being "gateway", all of these rituals, performed by these "Sages" all had to connect to the Veils, because they all aimed to skewer reality in some way and I aim to travel through that "gateway" I just had to find one and Knitty's little, ritualistic circle that she housed within the main building of her getaway, seemed like the most easiest route. Sadly, I doubt, even if I managed to get to it, I'd be able to use it, the Creature within her, that was polluting that gateway was able to hurt me, that's right, HURT me, meaning that not only would I probably not make it through, but also indicating that if I was able to feel pain whilst trying to go through it, it was the wrong way.

What do I mean the "wrong way"? Didn't I say, that all of these connected to these Veils in some way, wouldn't any "way" work? Hahaha, you assume, dear reader, that my goal is to take down these Veils, what good would that do? Existence wouldn't cease, existence is vast, so vast in fact it goes beyond the Veils, no, where I'm trying to go, is to the source, any "way" wouldn't work, I need a specific one.

But I said too much already, I'll wrap it up here, some bread crumbs for those who are paying attention.

Monday, July 20, 2020

Always eat with your Mouth Closed.

Oh Knitty, Knitty, Knitty...

To be mad at me, for providing a magnificent gift to Fell, one that both you and I received ourselves, which allowed us to rise above our mundane, humanistic existence. But I'm getting ahead of myself, there's been a few posts made already about the situation, the only thing missing is my perspective on what happened between me and Knitty.

So let's get down to it, I'm not going to re-count what happened prior to our dance, Malik already covered that part rather accurately. Let's get to the part where I jumped over Knitty's freaking transformation and started running towards the building that housed the means of her return, which is something I needed access to, to verify if it could be used as a "shortcut" of sorts. I was making my through the various amounts of the Shambling Husks and Denizens which were in my way, ripping each other apart, I guess they slowed me down just enough, because from behind me, I heard: "You asked for it, dear! Besides, there is vengeance to be had!" a response to my earlier remark about us immediately getting down to business and there being no other pleasantries. The fact that her voice was getting closer, told me that she was gaining on me, I was about to turn around in order to face her, but she was just too fast, something sharp and heavy, instantly ripping through the back of my jacket and digging into my back, knocking me onto the ground, from behind me, her voice ringing out: "And here you are, running away from the fun!" She was on top of me, pinning me down to the ground, planning on doing God knows what, I couldn't really see, but I didn't need to, I solidified the back of the jacket instantly, trapping Wolf's claws within me: "Me? Running?" I grunted through the pain that was shooting down my back, I began to try and push myself up "I just figured the real party was inside!" and as I was pushing myself up, my darling took the initiative and sent massive, sharp spikes from the back of my jacket, aiming to pierce Knitty. I could feel her pulling and tugging away at my back, no doubt trying to free herself, then there was this weird feeling, this weird "sting", I paid no mind to it, because her pulling was so great, that I was able to finally push myself upwards with no problem, turning around and seeing her standing there, already ready to attack: "Oh no no no, dear. You won't be going through that door today!" I could hear the excitement, I could tell that my darling's spikes were able to do some damage, but nothing significant and yet despite that, she was still looking forward to this battle continuing and I couldn't blame her, because I was getting just as giddy.

Besides, even if I wasn't, there wasn't much of a choice, I had to face her and incapacitate her if I were to explore that building and find the answers I was looking for, she was much faster than me, so there was no way I could outrun her. I formed two, sharp edged spikes from my sleeves: "And why not, pray tell!?" as I planted my feet firmly into the ground, taking note of the various Shamblers, still roaming around nearby, I prepared for her inevitable lunge towards me: "I only want to observe Osprey's work..." I felt a smile creep onto my face, as I dropped hints as to what I know so far "After all, it is a rare occasion that one would be able to study the work of someone, who would be branded a 'Sage'." At this point I noticed something, I saw the gashes that I left on her, were beginning to stitch themselves up, I was trying to analyse as to how exactly her healing worked, but her response made me stop paying attention: "A 'Sage'?! HA!" She laughed out "You really want to leave so soon, Calavera? I'm hurt." That's when she lunged at me "Stay a while!" as she finished exclaiming that statement, the stitches on her mouth and cheeks just detached, allowing her mouth to open wide, so wide in fact that I could see all the sharp teeth within, if she was able to sink her teeth into someone's flesh, with a maw that wide, a good chunk of that flesh would be gone in an instant, wasn't going to let that happen, as I rushed towards her, laughing at her mocking remark about 'Sages' of old: "I KNOW! What a stupid fucking title!" I grab one of the Shamblers that was not far away and used him as a meat shield, whilst extending the the sharp edged spike on my free hand, imitating the form of a lance, intending to impale her right through her open mouth. But, things are never so easy, she swerved at the last moment, out of the way, leaping past me and as she did, my own momentum was interrupted by a sudden tendril that was now wrapped around my neck, I was stopped dead in my tracks, the sudden shift in momentum forcing me to let go of my Meat Shield, sending it flying a few feet away. As the tendril began forcing me down against the ground, realising that my legs were buckling under the pressure, I quickly retracted my lance and my darling extended the back of the jacket against the ground, solidifying it, preventing me from falling to the ground. But it wasn't enough, mainly because the position I was caught was uncomfortable for me and if my darling kept the back of the jacket hardened, Wolf was in a position to simply snap my hosts neck, so we created the illusion of Wolf winning this struggle, as my darling began to slowly descend underneath the ground, allowing Wolf to gently pull me down onto the ground, while she was doing that I heard her exclaim a sentiment that I very much agreed with strongly: "Fools, all of them! Meddling in things they shouldn't!" Too bad that I couldn't engage in this conversation on account of me being slowly choked out by the tendril around my neck, although, surprisingly, at some point, the tendril eased up, I would quickly figure out why, because she got closer, leaping over me, digging her claws on her hand into my chest and then freakishly twisting her entire body around, as if some sort of weird marionette, in order to face me. Once she was facing me, she broke off her claws and landed on top of me, her stomach mouth opening up, ready to take a bite out of me, that's when I sensed it, the "aura" coming from within her stomach mouth, the feeling of nothingness, it was very similar to what I was looking for, a doorway. The entire time that I was on the ground, I was slowly leaking the collar of my jacket underneath her tendril that was still wrapped around my neck, because she eased up the tendril around my neck I was able to cough out: "My, my, what would Fell think?" (I guess, not much now, huh?) after which, the collar of my jacket erupted in spikes, creating a spiked collar around my neck, impaling her tendril that was around my neck. Using the pain from that as a distraction to lower her defences for my darling's attack, because at her command the back of my jacket, that was buried underneath me, under the ground, formed into four, long, sharp spikes, erupting from beneath the ground around me, aiming directly at Wolf. "You flirt!" she laughed through pain "You're going to make Fortissimo jealous!" I heard her growl as my spikes pierced her chest, shoulder and leg, the fourth one was bitten off by her Stomach Mouth, there's the stinging sensation again. More tendrils erupted from her, wrapping around my spikes, trying to prevent them from piercing her through, her long limbs pushed her upward, and heaved her forward, trying to tear herself off them. She hit the ground before swiftly getting back up. Turning toward me, still smiling, she paused to shake out the pain. Her stitches set to work on her wounds. "Tricky, tricky tricky" she smirked.

I got to my feet, retracting all the spikes, forming the jacket once again, my darling had gotten to work on healing my chest underneath the bandages, pulling out the Wolf's claws and closing up the wounds they inflicted. Usually I'd be more concentrated on the pain, but I was more captivated by the unfavorable position I found myself in, mainly because Knitty had landed directly between me and the building which housed the source of her return, "But back to the point, they are indeed fools, fools who have left behind useful information and tools..." I started, stalling for time as I thought of my options, of which there wasn't many because time was running out, the longer I stuck around near Knitty's hideout, the longer I fuelled the conflict between us, which in turn would eventually attract Slendy's attention "Funny isn't it? So many people gone..." I kept on talking, at this point considering a retreat, this was becoming too much effort to simply clarify something and yet... I couldn't leave without, at the very least knowing if what was behind her return, could possibly assist me in the breakdown of the veils. "Sunshine, Lucia, Roy, hell, even your little 'brother' has been put back on the shelf." (Apparently, since this encounter, he has been taken off of it) I kept on bringing names from her past, in hopes of extending this stand-off as I let the last bit of my plan sink in, yes, if I were to find out if what was behind her return could have an effect on the veils, then I was going to have to go to the source. "Only you left to stop me. An unlikely hero." Hah! What a funny notion, but it is what it is.

"Now there is something I never expected to hear. Well I can't very well let you get away with harming my family." She planted her bare feet firmly into the ground, realising that my only way inside the building was through her. "Are you enjoying the pain, Calavera? You went so long without it." The building wasn't the target anymore, nah, now it was the source. "Oh I'm loving it, although it sucks that it tends to get in the way. So, I see you find yourself in a favourable position..." What a disappointment, even if this wasn't the power that I was looking for, it still packs enough of a punch to cause extensive difference to this eternal game people are stuck playing and there it is, just sitting there, not being used, pity. "Would you like a taste?" I formed two sharp edged spikes around my hands and started running at her, my new goal now, was the source. As I ran towards her, she didn't even move, in fact, she retracted all of her joints back into place, once again taking the form of a person, she did send out a tendril out as I got closer, which wrapped around my right arm, after which she punched it upwards, dislocating my right shoulder, but I had to ignore the pain at that point, as I aimed my left spike covered hand at her stomach-mouth, predictably, she bit at it, the pain was immeasurable, if I had to block out the dislocation of my right shoulder, once the pain of the bite hit, I no longer had to block it out, the shoulder pain had turned into an annoying itch in contrast, but regardless, I was in, this is where the hard part came. I now had to let go my control of Claude's body and give it over to my darling, as I started to concentrate my attention on a part of me that was now within her, slowly disintegrating, as I shifted my 'self' into that spike that was within her stomach, I could faintly hear Wolf exclaiming "Delicious!" My memory of what happened next is a bit vague, being inside of her, within that unknown thing's power, surrounded by it, suffocating within it, burning and freezing at the same time and then it happened, the thing that was a clear indicator that whatever it was, it wasn't going to work, the wave of pain that hit me like a freight train, I had to shift my 'self' back into Claude's body outside, otherwise I would meet the same fate that Claude's hand did inside of her. I'm assuming that's when Fortissimo, who was in control of Claude's body now, severed his hand that was stuck inside Knitty's stomach. This is where, some weird shit started happening...

The first thing I remember seeing was how Claude's body was being flung away from Knitty, with Fortissimo's help, I remember seeing the bloody stump of where Claude's left hand used to be, shooting out blood as Fortissimo flung his body away, gaining distance between us and Knitty. Once we landed on the ground, I remember seeing Claude's body clutch the bloody stump and yell out "NOT IT, NOT IT!" to note, Fortissimo was in control of the body, while I was recovering from my trip, she doesn't talk through the body, those words that came out of Claude's body were not uttered by her, nor me, nor was it Claude himself, instead, they were uttered by... Kelevra. At the time, I didn't have the time to figure it out, I was still recovering from the pain I just experienced, lost and uncoordinated, but I could see Wolf's tendrils reaching out for our body, one wrapping around our handless arm; the other wrapping around our neck, pulling our body towards her stomach-mouth. As we were being dragged, I could feel Fortissimo sending herself to the body's legs, coating them in herself, digging deep into the ground, preventing Wolf from pulling us any further. Shortly afterwards I could feel her movement all around me, she was taking over the body completely, much like she did when we were facing Morningstar and I was fully content on letting her take care of Wolf from that point on, but... Kelevra yet again interrupted, the thoughts he left within me, the memories, the feeling of respect for Knitty, the sheer desire of facing off against her suddenly became overbearing and I could feel myself, making Claude's body rip my darling off of itself, forcing her to retreat back inside of us to mend our wounds, I was in control of the body and yet... I wasn't "NO! This is our conflict! OURS!" words that were spoken by the body, but not me, directed at Wolf, words of a person from beyond the grave. It's a pity that, that type of resolve didn't translate physically, because as soon as I was in control again, I immediately collapsed on the ground, with all the pain from all the injuries instantly catching up, not to mention the lack of recovery time from exposure to whatever it was that was behind Knitty's resurrection  "I have to admit, I respect that you're not letting her save you so I'll make this quick" I don't know what allowed Kelevra's left over thoughts and desires within me, to drown me, it never happened before, was it a side-effect of being exposed to Wolf's creature? I don't know, but what I did know, was that I was back in control and about to be devoured by Knitty "Thank you for such an exhilarating dance, Calavera" There was nothing to thank me for, the dance was not at it's full potential, from both sides apparently. Fortissimo is a part of me, as I am a part of her, me preventing you, Knitty, for facing my darling, meant that I didn't go full out (Not of my own volition) and the fact that in that very moment, where you had the opportunity to finish me off, you wasted it on your little speech about respect, meant that your heart wasn't in the fight as well, not fully. That's when Malik interrupted Knitty, by holding Fell hostage and offering a trade off, the rest of what happened, you can read here.

But hey, chin up Knitty! Even though your dear beloved is most likely a vegetable right now, next time we throw down, your heart WILL be fully in it and as for me, now that I know of the possibility of drowning within Past Kelevra's emotions that he left behind, I know that there's something to work on there and I promise you, the next time we meet, me and my darling will not allow anything to hold us back and we will introduce you to the nothingness that I will plunge all of existence into.

You have my word.

Friday, July 10, 2020

When in doubt, go to the Catacombs.

And so I did.

The idea came to my mind after I re-read Sergei's own venture into The Blind Man's domain, unbeknownst to him at the time, of course. Now, I don't exactly know whether our beloved Creepy Crawlies choose to sprinkle around their little hot-spots that allow regular mortals to just randomly wander into their domains, on purpose, but if they do, then I find it very weird for The Blind Man, to place a hot-spot inside of what was at the time, a cave, dedicated to worshipping Splendy.

But dearie me, there's a possibility the newer generation might not keep up with my terminology, so I'll keep it brief. If you're wondering what those "hot-spots" are, they are essentially places on your beloved planet, that once wandered into, can transfer you into the domain of any Creepy Crawlie out there, for example, the Black Forest in Germany served as such a "hot-spot" allowing mortals to enter into the Path of Black Leaves. These hot-spots are sprinkled all over the realm, leading to various mortals stumbling into them on accident and having a very bad day as a result of that.

Now, I needed to get to The Blind Man's catacombs in order to get some information, to make sure my thought process was on the right track, however, the problem was, that since my death and Sergei's visit into the Catacombs through the Devil Mountain Cave, the cave since has been cleaned up, erasing any trace of it being a worshipping ground that a bunch of cultists used in order to worship Splendy, I know of this, because there are videos on youtube of explorers going into the mountain and finding nothing but shitty graffiti, no trace of anything Incognito had described in his post. I'm assuming the clean up was due to the fall of the various Proxy organisations all over the world and due to that, it is safe to assume that the hot-spot is no longer there anymore.

So how do you locate a potential hot-spot into a Creepy Crawlies domain, with absolutely no leads what-so-ever? Well, you start reading the information that is available to you, specifically the information that was left behind by the older generation of survivalists and hunters. And I must say, as delusional as miss Number Nine was, believing that she was an agent of The Quiet, she did leave behind some very interesting titbits about her various encounters during her false servitude.

A little bit of a history lesson, shall we? The Quiet, for those of you who don't know, is considered to be one of the Creepy Crawlies, but in reality, it isn't, in actuality, it is nothing. An enveloping, encompassing nothing, that consumes everything and leaves nothing, a lot of people actually wondered at the time, considering my ultimate goal to bring upon the lack of existence, why am I not serving it? Well... you know what? Let's leave that for later, after my next visit, that is, of course, if I survive. Anyways, and then you have Number Nine, a woman that would be after my own heart, if she didn't think in such limited parameters, a serial killer long before her exposure to the Creepy Crawlies, finding The Quiet's purpose to be intriguing, she proclaimed herself it's servant and would proceed to sow discord wherever she went, in order to attract the attention of other Crawlies which in turn would cause The Quiets consumptive nature to come forth faster. Sadly for her, her mission did not last, after she was summoned to an abandoned radio station, it was revealed to her that she wasn't serving The Quiet, for The Quiet has no purpose for having servants, it is not a creature that feeds on fears of others, it's not a creature at all, it is literally an encompassing void of nothingness that just happens naturally. She was informed of this knowledge by an elderly gentleman who called himself: "The Intermediary" the so-called proprietor of truth, since he had various files that documented Number Nine's life and her next, intended targets that she was going to go after. The targets were a couple, Frank and Carol, that were travelling across country at the time, interviewing various victims, of various Creepy Crawlies, sending off their interviews to their benefactor who called himself - "Mr. Boots". Throughout their journey, they never seemed to ask who Mr. Boots was, why he was privy to these interviews and etc. Until Carol's father tracked them down and revealed to her, that her name isn't Carol, it was Suzie and that all of her memories of how she met up with Frank, of her past life, were false, they were implanted memories, done so for the purpose of collecting these interviews and sending them off to Mr. Boots, who as it turns out, was working for the Archive, The Blind Man's servants.

All of that information was revealed to Carol/Suzie by Number Nine, who acquired such detailed information by stealing it from The Intermediary's base of operations at the time, The Katabasis Station. Now, you tell me, who on earth could possibly assemble such detailed amount of information about a person? Either the Blind Man, or his servants, I didn't exactly know what piece in that story fell where exactly, whether the Intermediary was his servant, or not, but what I did know, is that this Katabasis Station was my way into the Catacombs. So it's lucky for me, that Number Nine so kindly specified where it was on her blog - Baja, California was my next stop.

Travelling to California without the use of the Path took me about a week, but I made it. Locating the abandoned radio station was even harder, mainly because no locals seemed to know what I was talking about when mentioning the name of the radio station, but eventually, once I climbed to the highest point in the city at night, I was able to spot a red light blinking on occasion from a tower, that was just barely peaking over the forest trees, located on top of the mountains. Soon enough, I was standing at the entrance of Katabasis Station, which was this short, little building that was practically buried underneath various tree branches, the tower looming over, just barely peaking out from above the trees that were so desperately trying to consume the tower itself. Once I entered the building, the smell of wet, rotting wood hit me first, eyes trying desperately to adapt to the darkness within the building, but to no avail. I understood immediately that there were barely any floorboards, as my first step immediately began to sink into the wet, soft ground, the only feeling of solidity that my feet could feel as I walked forward blindly, was only when I stepped on the various wires that were strewn about all over the ground, so I followed them. Until, eventually, the sudden flicker of a red light allowed me to see the various amounts of equipment positioned in front of a window of some sort, the equipment was in poor condition, with various wires sticking out, dirt all over the various panels and missing buttons. There was a chair positioned in the middle of the room, it was knocked over, half buried underneath the dirt and above was hanging, a microphone with its exposed wiring. Something tells me, this was the room from where The Intermediary was sending out his little encoded messages, if so, it has definitely seen better days, I would explore further but it was pointless, I was not here to dig up potential roles of long forgotten pieces, I was here for knowledge. The only way forward was through a door that led inside the recording studio which I could see through the window positioned above all the broken apart equipment, once I opened it, the scenery immediately changed, I was greeted by deeper darkness, the only source of light was coming from somewhere down below, the way the light danced around the rocky walls I was greeted with once opening the door, indicated that somewhere below, the light source was reflecting off of water. As I let go of the door, the sudden, strong wave of wind immediately slammed the door behind me, making me jump backwards away from the door, which in result made me stumble over the rocks and forced me to start plummeting down into the water below, as I fell backwards I could see that the door was no longer there and the only sign of the radio station that I came from, was the studio window.

Quick thoughts flew by in my head, mainly potential plans on how will I possibly get out of here, but those didn't linger for too long as I found myself submerged in the Catacomb's waters. Only, this water wasn't like any kind of water I've been in before, this water was more relentless than the waters of any sea you've ever known, because this water was actively trying to flow inside of me, not allowing me the opportunity to hold my breath, drowning me, I had to get out and fast. My darling wrapped around the entirety of my head, preventing the water from entering through my mouth and nostrils, as I did my best to swim upwards, which was a difficult task on it's own, because the water was actively working against me, as if trying to push me further down into it's depths. But I managed to power through and get to the surface, emerging right next to some sort of wooden pier, immediately grabbing onto it, I pulled myself up as quickly as possible, as I felt the water begin to try and pull me back down again. I was now on solid surface, laying there, catching my breath, staring up at the rocky ceiling of this cave I was in, stalactites hanging ominously above this weird, deep pond. Not wanting to be caught off guard once again, I got up and looked around to see from where the pier was jutting out, all I saw was a human-sized corridor, leading deep inside the walls of the cave, being the only option of where I was able to go, I headed exactly there. To say that the corridor felt claustrophobic would be an understatement, the further I went, the smaller the gap between the walls became, at some point forcing me to walk sideways, because my shoulders could no longer fit, the only source of comfort were the torches that were lighting the path. As I squeezed on further, the gap between the walls finally began to broaden, but with it, the strength of wind increased as well, meaning that the further I went, the darker the corridor got, because there was no way the torches could stay lit in this kind of wind. With the strong wind blowing in my back, I could also hear the ominous sounds of pitter patter from every direction, which made no sense considering there was only two direction the sound could have came from, the front and the back. That is when I looked up and realised, there was no ceiling above me, or if there was, it was so high up, the light of the torches couldn't reach that far to illuminate it. Then I heard another sound of the pitter patter, this one was uncomfortably close, coming specifically from behind me, considering that the only area in this stone corridor that was submerged in shadows, was the ceiling, I formed two sharp ends around my hands and stabbed them against the walls around me, in order to climb up to the ceiling, granted, I didn't actually reach it, but I went high enough that I was now entirely covered within the shadows, outside of the torch's light. As the volume of the pitter patter increased, I tried my best to steady myself and not make a single sound, that's when this thing, crawled by where I was standing a minute ago, with such incredible speed, that I nearly missed it. How do I even begin to describe it? Well for one, it looked like a giant spider, at first glance at least, but the more I processed what I saw, the more I came to realise that the only reason I made the spider association is because of it's three, pointy back legs, all of which connected to the centre body, from which, forward protruded what looked like a torso. it looked like it lacked a head though, it didn't lack shoulders and arms though, arms that were so long, they reached the floor with absolute ease, one of the arms ended as sharp as one of it's back legs, the other arm ended in a 3 clawed hand. I couldn't discern the colour of this thing, considering the torches made everything look orange, but I can safely assume that it was most likely of a fleshy colour. Also, the centre body where the three back legs and the torso connected? It had some sort of hole at the top of it and from underneath the centre body, was hanging some sort of fleshy sack, I didn't even want to think about what any of that was for. Considering that the pitter patter noises were coming from all over the place, it was safe to assume that there was more of these things in there with me, a thought that didn't comfort me at all. Once the thing was fully out of my sight, I climbed down as quietly as possible and carried on along the corridor.

At least, for maybe 15 minutes, after that I was interrupted in my venture forward by a gap in the ground. The gap wasn't caused due to the crumbled ground or anything like that, no, the ground was perfectly intact, it just started to go directly downwards. The gap itself wasn't too big, it was shaped very similarly to that of the entryway, through which I got into this long corridor. I could easily jump over it and carry on, but I was curious, grabbed one of the torches from the wall and threw it down, didn't hear it hit the ground, meaning the gap was deep, that wasn't what I was curious about though, just before the torch was put out, I was able to catch a glimpse of it lighting up several, similarly shaped entryways within the walls of the gap. This confirmed my suspicion, this was no random hole in the ground, this was an entryway to the deeper parts of this place, designed in such a way specifically for its spider-like inhabitants, meaning I was in the middle of a massive labyrinth that had entryways going up and down, and who knows where they led. I wasn't really given a chance to ponder on that further, because the sound of something flapping in the air, speeding towards me from behind caught me off guard, mainly due to it being drowned out by the constant noise of echoing pitter patters, until the last second. Once I turned around, I was blasted in the face by some sort of black smoke, after which some kind of black cloth covered my entire body and pushed me backwards into the gap. As I fell down, black smoke dissipated and the cloth would pull itself off, leaving me to quickly plummet to my presumed death. Thinking quickly, I morphed sharp edges around my hands and drove them into the wall, stone was flying everywhere as my sharp edges dug into the wall, slowing my descent, the trick was to not put too much pressure, otherwise I could end up with broken arms. Luckily for me, I slid down past one of those embedded entryways, thinking quickly, I barely managed to grab onto its ledge, wincing in pain, because the arm I used to pull that off, was the one that just recently had its shoulder dislocated. Hanging there for a few second, letting the pain settle down and the sparks in my eyes clear out, I noticed a glow emanating from the entryway that I was holding onto. Grabbing on with my second arm, I managed to pull myself up enough for me to get a clear view, it was her, the glowing Pale Woman, her crystal blue eyes staring down at me, with what seemed like an expression of disgust on her face. Before we could exchange pleasantries, she reached out for me with her pale hand and just like plenty of times before, my sight was engulfed by a flash of light and the sensation of falling resumed, but was quickly interrupted by my back smacking against something, flipping me over and making me fall face first into what felt like the ground.

Dust exploded everywhere as my body hit the floor, forcing me to sit up against a wall and let the newly acquired sparks in my eyes clear out and the dust to settle. Once I could see, I realised that what I hit on the way down and what I was sitting against was a tall bookshelf, in front of me was another bookshelf, yet again the Pale Bitch had transported me somewhere by just touching me and at first, I was getting annoyed, as the possibility of her transporting me somewhere random, outside of the Catacombs, would linger in my mind until I walked out of aisle of bookshelves I landed in. This is when the thought of me no longer being inside the catacombs evaporated, as I was greeted with a massive, circular room, filled with bookshelves throughout, some parts of the walls even broke off into aisles of bookshelves, like the one I landed in. I'm sure I'd make further observations of this room, but I couldn't due to how dark it was in there, the only source of light being this sickly yellow light that was flowing in through the room's windows, which were positioned far out of my reach. I seem to have landed on the second floor of this room, as I could see the sickly light falling further down, landing on the ground of the first floor, revealing several tables positioned around the ground floor, with various books and tomes placed on top of them, some open and some closed. But most curiously would have to be the pitch black tree that was growing from the ground in the middle of the room, I wouldn't even have noticed it if it weren't for the sickly yellow light falling on it. I had to start somewhere to find the lead that I was looking for and the presence of this tree, was a promising start, so I lowered myself down as quietly as possible and began looking through the books that were on the table, majority of them were untitled, most of them were filled with random scribblings, unknown symbols, some just had blank, dirty pages. Curiously, a copy of "Heart of a Dog" was on one of the tables and I don't mean a re-print, the cover wasn't artsy as you would see today if you were to google the novel, the pages are hardened, as if it was thrown into water, yet the letters are not smudged and everything is perfectly readable, it's as if this book was plucked directly from samizdat. However, any further exploration was interrupted by a weird sound that was now emitting quietly, from behind me, this sound of weird, high-pitched, mumbling, bordering on sounding like human voices, but constantly changing, shifting, never sounding the same, never stopping. Once I turned around, I was greeted by a cloaked figure, covered entirely by black robes, no body part was visible, this cloaked figure was just standing there, emitting that noise, until the noise intensified and became louder, the cloaked figure didn't move, instead 4 other cloaked figures stepped out of the darkness surrounding me, all four emitting the same sound. I began to form sharp edged spikes around my hands in case these figures were thinking of attacking, they continued to stand there and emit their weird noise, as we stood there, the noise began to change, somewhere along the line I was able to discern the occasional chanting: "Unum tantum plumbedeprofundum kodeflumen etenonest inventus nihilest" Or something among those lines, best I could transcribe, considering the chanting was being drowned out with the before mentioned noise they were making. Whether they were trying to cast a spell on me, or summon something, or whatever, I came to the conclusion that allowing them to do so would not be in my best interest, so I charged at one of them, the one right in front of me, to which the chanting suddenly stopped and the one I was charging at, quickly lifted his head in a snapping motion, as if he was just shaken awake. You'd think that now I would be able to describe what they looked like, since there was nothing preventing me from getting a look at one of their faces, but I couldn't, because as this cloaked figure snapped it's head up to look at me, black smoke from underneath their hood instantly blasted me in the face, despite the fact that I couldn't see where I was going, my momentum didn't stop and I still made a slashing move in an attempt to at least try and injure one of them, but to no avail, my attempt didn't connect with anything.

As I continue to move, flailing around, trying to get the black smoke out of my face, I came to a realisation that I wasn't being blinded by it, it was surrounding me, creating pitch darkness around me, completely drowning out any light sources that were present before. Tried running through it, but to no avail, I know I was moving forward somewhere, but it didn't seem like it, then I started to catch glimpses of things through the smoke, the first thing I could clearly see is someone's silhouette in the distance, walking away from me along some sort of Path in the middle of a forest, before I could attempt to step towards the path, the image instantly disappeared. Looking around, I saw another image, yet again from a distance, in the middle of a dead field, a huge black tree and right beside it Slendy, ripping someone limb from limb... Sergei, it was Sergei, they were showing me his last moments, I saw no point in reaching out, knowing full well that what they were showing me, was in the past, as I began to look away I got blasted with more dark smoke in my face. Coughing through it, I was greeted with Sergei, kneeling down in the middle of this smoke right next to me, he was right there, his head down, tears running down his face, kneeling in front of Slendy, what the fuck was this!? That's not how his story ended! They were fucking with me! I was so angry, that I charged at the figure that looked like Incognito, forgetting that it wasn't real, as soon as I hit him, he broke off into more smoke, yet again obscuring my vision. I stumbled back a bit, trying to swat away at the smoke on my face, clearing my vision, only to be greeted with my old self looking back at me, with a wicked smile on its face, gotta say, it was a faithful recreation of the old body, I probably would be able to point out a few inconsistencies, but my old self didn't stick around too long to fully admire the replica as his flesh began to rot away, with his eye falling out, followed by his head ripping off, his body falling towards me, squirting blood in my face, yet again obscuring my vision. I flailed around, moving forward, whilst trying to wipe my eye clean, this is when I began to fall, I was approaching the ground extremely fast, I braced myself for impact, but it didn't come, or at least I felt no impact, despite the fact that I do remember my body crashing through the ground, coming out the other end covered in black liquid I continued to fall. In the distance I could see a flash of light for a few seconds, after which suddenly, white fire ignited right in front of me, as I flew through it, experiencing the burning sensation at it's fullest, but not burning, the black liquid now hardening around me. Suddenly, the feeling of falling turned into the feeling of being flung in a specific direction, at such speed that I barely managed to notice the giant, wooden, black wall, that looked like tree bark, smashing right into it. As I lay within it, every part of my body started getting ripped apart limb from limb on it's own, as if some sort of invisible force was tugging away at me and succeeded, as my limbs began to liquidise upon their detachment and began to dry into the soft bark of this tree-like wall, I began to lose feeling of anything and was on the verge of losing consciousness, until I could feel my hand again.

I still couldn't see where I was anymore, but I could feel my legs shaking beneath me, struggling to stand, I could feel my shoulder leaning against the wall, trying it's hardest to assist my body and I could feel my own hand on my face, trying it's hardest to suppress the migraine that was now shooting through my head. Finally my vision began to blur through and I began to see that I was leaning right outside of the corridor I stepped into in the beginning of this journey, looking directly at the pier from which I originally came, but I wasn't alone this time, on the edge of the pier, in his fancy robes, with some sort of book behind his back, was standing my personal messenger. I started stumbling towards him, a sharp spike forming from my sleeve, I was tired and I wanted answers: "Should have figured that the pale bitch was working with your lot..."

As I approached, he turned away from me, staring off into the cave's walls, his Jamaican accent ringing through the cave: "I have no time for your nonsense, thing..." Well, that answered the question about the Pale Bitch, she wasn't with them, or at least, he wasn't even aware that she was also in there with me "You've come seeking knowledge..." he turned to face me, taking the book he was holding from behind him, waving it in front of me "I have it."

This is where I stopped and gave out a puzzled laugh: "First you warn me not to pursue my goals, now you're helping me along?"

He smiled in response, a very cocky smile, his golden teeth shining brightly: "You assume that the knowledge you seek here will help you, thing?" he put the book under his shoulder "Indeed, I warned you, not of my own volition, just like I am giving you this knowledge, not of my own desire."

At this point, my migraine had almost passed and I could stand on my feet a lot more confidently: "Well, what a good little puppy you are then."

This is where he laughed grandiosely: "And what does that make you, thing? A fidgeting mess, which doesn't know which way to head, like a deer caught in the headlights." After that, his smile was a lot more sinister "Besides, who said I am giving away knowledge for free?" There it was, the catch "We work hard here to record and acquire the knowledge we possess and if you want said knowledge..." He turned to face the pitch dark water that tried to consume me earlier "You'll work for it." After which he threw the book into the water below the pier. I don't know why, but for some reason I began running after it, he could have been lying to me, maybe that book had nothing in it, I guess it was the realisation that there was not much of a choice, considering there was no way I was going to locate the information I was looking for in that labyrinth back there, this was my only chance, so I jumped past him and dove right into the water, this time willingly drowning myself by going deep within the depths after the book. The deeper I went, the more futile it became to hold my breath, as the water began to intrude my body much like before, my darling tried to fend it off to the best of her ability, but it was simply too much. I kept on swimming deeper, until all feeling in my body was lost yet again and I was consumed by darkness, all over again. Just like that, I was back where I started, no, not the Katabasis Station, I was back in the nothingness, in the dark void that I was in when Kelevra and Fortissimo separated me from themselves and put me into a vial, the void where my self was being shaped, the void where I heard the voices, first the dry voice, then the loud voice and after that... I believe it was the sickly voice.

I began to hear the voice through it's coughs, as it droned on closer to me, as if coming from a distance, recounting: "Measles in the Aztec empire... Bubonic plague in Europe... Botulism in Africa..." the voice interrupted itself breaking off into a coughing fit, at this point, sounding as if it was right next to me "Those were times to tell of!" It suddenly exclaimed joyously. I stayed quiet, it didn't address me, so there was no point for me to interfere in it's musings and so it carried on: "Typhoid!... Malaria!... Syphilis!... Parotitis!... Pneumonia!... Piptheria!... Listeriosis!... Cholera!... Influenza!... Rubella!... Chlamydia!... Leprosy!... Salmonella!... Tetanus!... Scarlet Fever!..." Finally the voice paused, I must say, it's knowledge of various diseases was quite impressive, but again, I was not being addressed, so I said nothing, that would change when my silence was noted: "Ah, forgive me if I've been boring you." the voice broke off into a cough "Yet, why should I not bore you? In these sour times, all of the epidemics are being brought to heel. Herpes, aids, ebola... oh, the little apes and their test tubes!" It released a disappointing sigh "It's a sad thing when a basic flesh-eating virus can't manage to wipe out even ONE population."

At this point in time, I was beginning to catch on within my void, the thought entertained me back then, but I would proceed to humour it, 'playing along' if you may. "True, the funniest thing is that none of those viruses disappeared, they're still around, but as you said, they were all brought to heel..." I pondered before proceeding "And the main reason is the growth in technology."

"Verily, there is no place for intrusive diseases any longer, they are simply ineffective..." The voice noted through its coughing.

"Intrusive..." That word caught my attention, bringing a thought into my mind, after which I proceeded to voice my opinion with satisfaction "So we're in agreement that diseases simply don't cut it anymore, hell, even if another plague broke out today..." (This thought was originally conveyed by me somewhere between 2014-2017, talk about being ahead of my time!) "A few months/year later it would become ineffective and a treatment plan would minimise any risks that it would originally present." The voices only response was a disgusted cough "But my dear friend, with the advent of technology, a different form of 'intrusion' is presented!" I exclaimed with excitement "Don't you see? People today are concerned with their privacy more than anything else, to a point of obsession! The technological growth presented many corporations with an opportunity to spy on their consumers! Why do you think so many people are obsessed with VPN's? Complex passwords? Why do you think most of them deny the 'cookies' that many websites suggest to them? And how many of them have their adblocker's installed?" I couldn't sustain my laugh here "And that's only within the supposed 'privacy' of their own home, step outside and you are greeted with surveillance cameras everywhere! Naturally the paranoia levels are going off the charts today, people are less concerned with contracting some kind of disease, majority of them are concerned with hiding their dirty little secrets." I paused to hear if the voice was still there, listening, after I heard a suppressed cough, done so as if to not interrupt me, I carried on "Go on any popular media website right now and see for yourself, I guarantee to you, the main headline, or the most trending video, is somebody ousting somebody else's dirty laundry, resulting in screeching and threats, and more paranoia!" I start laughing to myself  "And these fools continue to try their hardest to hide everything, by using corporate sponsored VPN's! They are so desperate to protect their privacy, that they begin to trust corporate backed products and even promote them to each other!" HAHAhAHAHA "NordVPN!... ExpressVPN!... Surfshark!... Cyberghost!... UltraVPN...!" And so on, until the memory of that conversation within the void, droned off into the distance.

So crystal clear was the memory that I completely forgot that I was within a different type of void right now and the sensation of suffocation was not a mere illusion. However, just as I began to remember where I was, a bright light began to appear in the distance amongst the murky darkness I was in. I began trying to swim towards it, putting all of my strength behind my legs, what started as a slow approach towards the light, transformed into an increasingly fast plummet towards it. As I was pulled closer to it, the light blinded me and the only thing I could feel was the sound of breaking glass and my body hitting a metallic object of some sort, landing on the wet ground of the recording studio through which I had entered into the Catacombs. Looking behind me, the glass shatter was caused by me being flung through the recording studio window, on the other side of which there were no signs of the previous cave-like walls which descended into the murky waters of the catacombs, it was just a plain, old, tore down recording studio. Looking back in front of me was the book that my 'Messenger' threw into the water. I quickly picked it up and was about to take my leave, when the recording studios red light flickered on yet again, I don't know what took over me, maybe I needed some kind of closure due to the amount of unanswered questions that were hanging over me after my trip into the Catacombs? Maybe it was something to do with my running theme of bringing closure to different 'chess pieces' tangled in this game? Whatever it was, I walked over to the microphone and pressed the button on it, room was suddenly filled with static, coming from the damaged speakers and assuming that the mic was still working, I spoke: "Nineteen. Twenty. Twenty-one. Four. Nine. Fifteen. Nine. Twenty-One. Three. Twelve. Fifteen. Nineteen. Five. Four." After that I let go of the button on the mic and the red light went out, satisfied, I finally took my leave of that rotten place and commenced my long travel back home.

This has become quite the long-winded post, so I will stop here, I have to prepare for my next trip, so I will cover the contents of the book, sometime later.