I don't know why, but Kelevra told me to make a post if he was gone for longer than three hours, talking more about why I and Gorinich are on this team.
I think it is a bit obvious, since Kelevra constantly talks about it, but it is indeed Destruction, how did I end up believing that Destruction is the only thing that makes sense. Well do you have a counter to that? No matter where you look at, what you look at, everything ends in destruction, why build something, when you can just reach the end? This is what I believe, I mean I used to believe in other life goals, like forming a family and all that shit, but after all what had happened to me, which I'm sure Kelevra detailed on this blog already, I had only one Goal in mind, it replaced every other Goal I previously had, that Goal was Revenge.
You know when people say that everyone have their limits, I think back then, mine was reached, hence why Mother came to me, she sensed my pain, offered me salvation, offered me revenge, which I'm thankful to her for. When I got my revenge, I just lost all point in living, I reached my goal in life, what was I supposed to do now? I was asking that question and that is when I had met Kelevra, he explained everything to me and it made sense.
I am thankful to Kelevra for helping me see the truth, for helping me not become another pawn in this pointless world we inhabit.
So that is pretty much my reason.
Gorinich however, he is in this team because of me, he wants what I want, he wants to help me reach my goals, so it is pretty simple for him. He is so cute lying on the floor sleeping all curled up like that, poor thing had a hard day.
Well, I guess that is it, oh almost forgot, Kelevra told me to write here where he currently is. Right now he is attacking a bar full of Timberwolves along with Koschey, not sure why he would tell me to post this, but whatever...
Bye now.
- Egle.
Timberwolves, in a bar? Cut me a slice of that delicious irony...
ReplyDeleteHey, I'm travelling in a group with three guys as well! One of which doesn't talk either! Unfortunately we don't have a 'pet'. I do not think I would be allowed one. It's weird like that, you know where you're told what to do and what not to do, but it's like in your best interests so you don't mind.
As for destruction having no counter, hell I agree with that but I'm argumentative so I'll stick my ass out the window and contest it. Technically? There's no such thing as destruction in terms of non existence, it's just a transferal of energy and matter into something not very useful.
What are you taking about? Vikady's your pet!
Delete-Veigar
Latin name: Canis Lupus Vikadis
DeleteWAIT A MINUTE.
DeleteIf Vikady is the team pet, what does that make the rest of us?
Incognito: Badass.
DeleteMendella: Plot Twist Clone.
You: British person. Like Xander.
Van: Mystery Machine.
-Veigar
Oh man. I was aiming higher than token Brit. It's better than token female, though.
DeleteHow do you counter destruction? Creation. You destroy a house, it'll be rebuilt. You kill the people who live there, the neighbors rebuild, new people move in. You kill the neighbors? People from outside filter in. You kill a billion people? The global population is constantly increasing; it'll rise again. You kill everyone? Evolution takes its course, and billions of years later, maybe trillions, a new intelligent life form evolves. You destroy all life? The planet started in a form of lifelessness. Look at it now. Life finds a way.
ReplyDeleteBut no, I'm sure breaking stuff is really very cathartic for you. Helps to deal with your problems without having to have the brass ones to face them.
You can not rebuild what has been destroyed, you can build something new to replace something that was destroyed, but then you are just a horrible person. Because, for example, once you kill a mother's son, she can't give birth to a new one and replace the old one, oh no.
DeleteShe can however start a new, but in the end that will also be destroyed.
So creation simply ends in Destruction, just like everything else.
It's me by the way, came back a while ago.
Right then. You say that starting anew just ends in more destruction. But surely, that's the point. That at the end of the day, sure, everything may be destroyed, but the world goes on. You might kill a mother's son, but humanity marches on. You could destroy a city, but it won't stop the others from continuing. You could kill every timberwolf, every cold one, every proxy, every maenad, but the fear will continue, and with it life. Things come back.
DeleteFor example, there's a theory. The mass of the universe will one day pull it inwards. The ultimate destruction, creation itself receding to nothingness- and after all, that's what destruction brings. You might not be able to bring it, but that is what destruction is the means towards. Nothing. No space for creation to be facilitated. The entire universe as a burning point, a singularity that contains all the matter that was. The stars, planets, literally everything burning and fusing. That, of course, is a description of the best estimate as to the conditions of the big bang. Even from destruction, creation is wrought.
Of course, individual things will be different. But that isn't destruction, that's change. And there are many ways to serve change. You could destroy, tear things down, and have them replaced by something slightly different. Or you could build something that will last, a bigger change. Like you gathering your band of brothers; an act of creation, a change, that leads to waves of change spreading from it. If you were creating, instead of killing, maybe that change would have meaning. but I could go on about shit like that for days.
By the way, hello. How'd the hunt go?
My friends, can I just step in here.
DeleteMatter is energy.
You can't create energy.
Neither can you destroy it.
You can only transfer it.
Kill a mother's son, and his body will go into the ground and decay. The matter hasn't been destroyed. Just transferred.
And on the same wavelength, the mother has no so much created energy as she has consumed it from food, which in turn took it from the sun, which in turn took it from nebulae. It has gone from the Big Bang, to her son (*snicker*.)
Yeah,but mixing philosophy and physics rarely ends well. It's like ethics and economics; sounds similar, but they're two different outlooks that don't quite mesh. So from a physics point of view you're completely correct, but philosophically destruction is termed as a wide variety of different bits and bobs depending on the argument, etc. For this one, I'm working under the assumption destruction refers to either the destruction of a life (causing a sentient mind to cease to function. That's as far as I'll go with that can of worms), or destruction of objects (meaning they cease to be useful in their intended capacity).
DeleteAlso, *snicker*.
Oh. I was looking at this from a science point of view. I didn't give much thought to the philosophy bit. Well, if I can't cite facts, then I'm taking my toes out of this water. Never hurts to play safe.
Delete*Snicker* A Big Bang made all of us. Ask for a double entendre, and I'll give it to you.
You're right, no matter how much chaos I cause, some people just live on. But that is the beauty of my goal, it is endless for me, I can never wipe out the world, I know that, but that still doesn't stop me from enjoying this war for example, a war that was and still is being caused by me and many others. This war between servants that is going on right now, and yes you heard me right, not between Runners and Proxies, but between all the servants.
DeleteAnd after all the losses in this war, you can not rebuild them, all the buildings, all the database that is currently being burnt down, it can never be rebuilt, it can only be started a new, but then, in the end, it will once again be destroyed by the likes of me.
As for my group, well I never said I wouldn't create in order to cause more destruction. Yes I created them, and with their creation, I made more Destruction.
Oh and also, before you start spewing stuff like "We Proxies have it under control, we have nearly been scratched" bull shit. You're not the only one with statistics here, I have friends in higher places and I can assure you, they are much more higher than your connections, since they are not of this world variety. You proxies are being stricken down like flies, not only at the hands of runners, but other servants as well. You may have had it some what under control a week ago, now, no, it's just falling apart, in the US at least, territories are being put up for grabs and everyone wants a slice, except for me.
Also the attack went well, left some of them alive, told them that Slendy wasn't happy with them being on his territory, from what I could gather the Timberwolves that survived, called for back up and are currently planning to invade one of the proxy bases. The base that they are about to assault, is also being targeted by psycho Maenads, should be fun to watch.
You did a false flag operation?
DeleteWhoa. Maybe this is more of a war than I thought.
That's the thing. You say that there will always be people causing destruction, but look around. Someone created the building you're in. Someone created the weapons you use; even Fortissimo. Someone created all of these things that you destroy, all these things you use for destruction, and more besides. Metropolises and towns that will never see your attacks. From nothing we've come this far, and you really think destruction is possible on a global scale? A civilization was built from nothing, and quite frankly, you rely on that to strike out against it. You can't win, because in the end, if you destroy everything, there'll be nothing left for you to destroy with. Creation can continue forever; destruction can't. When the dust settles it's already gone.
DeleteAlso, thanks for letting me know about that charming little plot of yours, just emailed it to a few people. A timberwolf and Central here in England. Won't stop the attack, but it'll get to the people you duped eventually, and I doubt thay'll appreciate being used. Gotta help where we can, since the yanks are a bit fucked up the wrong end of the creek (woo mixed metaphors!). Wereas in England we're secure enough that I just wandered to starbucks in full proxy uniform and got a metric fuckton of coffee. Like I said, it all depends.
Watch out, he's got coffee-buying powers.
DeleteI heard that Crimson Knights are headed England's way, a rumor, but a pretty threatening one, so I suggest watching your ass over there.
DeleteAlso, Timberwolves ain't stopping, they still driving towards the base.
Yeah, we have a bit of a preexisting problem with them, they're probably just gonna go anyway to avoid wasting the preparation. We also have a problem with the Cold Ones. And the Maenads. Christ, we're none too social, now that I think about it.
DeleteAnd we are watching our arses, but thanks for your help. How are you even meant to deal with those smoke merchants, anyway? A gigantic fan? Stand around in non-smoking zones?
Why do proxies stay in the south of England? Ha, as a Northerner I an't fuckin complaining.
DeleteWhich reminds me Kelevra, to thank you for going to Liverpool and having more creativity than the people who do the London thing, and remembering that there is far more to Britain than London.
Whatever gave you the idea I'm down south? Besides, the way things are going London is getting to be a no-go zone; too many runners getting their hands on weapons, means most every proxy there is on eradication. That came out harsher than intended, but there's really no point in making murder sound nice.
DeleteOn one hand, you can't hold down the capital...
DeleteOn the other, stay out of Birmingham, Liverpool and Chester. Those cities are fucking SACRED to me.
Take Newcastle. If I'm going to be pursued by a proxy, I want them to have a Geordie accent.
London is the opposite of Detroit in terms of Proxy to Runner ratio (among other things). If you ever go to America, Detroit is a no-go zone for Runners. The proxies up there have unlimited access to vehicles and guns from the amount of manufacturing that goes on there.
DeleteWhy else do you think Detroit is such a sleazy town?
-Veigar
Ah. Bad news about that, I'm afraid. And that news isn't that we don't hire people with Geordie accents. We would if any were involved. And apparently there's some kind of plan involving the capital. That won't be pointlessly throwing people into the meat grinder, hopefully. You'd think they'd stop after a week...
DeleteThat was a reply to Sanna. I don't have secret knowledge about Detroit.
DeleteHOLY FUCK! Holy shit! Dimok just, he just! Holy fucking shit! pHIL! pHIL! Please tell me, you getting calls about a massive earthquake?! Cause I bet you do, holy fuck! That's like 8 fucking bases! 8 FUCKING BASES IN ONE FUCKING MOMENT HOLY SHIT!
DeleteNews to me. Perhaps you'd explain what happened? At a guess, you just helped to fuck up America? Probably be more Veigar's province; after all, he's actually American. Based in America. You get my point; just because I'm a proxy doesn't mean I hear about every little thing that happens to every proxy in every country. Only the important stuff.
DeleteI'll make a separate post for this, holy fuck...
DeleteWhat, did you set off a bomb or something? Did ya hit a gas line?
DeleteEight bases with earthquakes? I'm in love.
DeleteIn all seriousness, HOLY SHIT.
Holy crap, eight bases..
DeleteI'm impressed. o. o
Calavera, I am curious. Considering what you have said here; considering your goal, does your appreciation of art, therefore, stem from the idea that it is adding to what can be destroyed?
ReplyDeleteOh if it would aid my goal further, then I would destroy any form of art, to cause more destruction, for example, if there was a museum full of awesome art in it, used as a base for proxies, I would attack it, to piss off more proxies and then redirect their anger on other servants, in result causing more destruction.
DeleteBut I wouldn't destroy a museum full of art, if it wouldn't further the destruction chain, I would destroy that museum and all of its art and maybe kill some civilians and that's it. Now of course I would enjoy the process, but afterwards, it would be another destroyed building, the result I can achieve by attacking any building, not only a museum.
I guess what I'm trying to say, I do believe that everything was created, to be destroyed, art falls under that category. But that doesn't mean I personally have to go and destroy it.