My Darling, My love...

Fortissimo, I love her, so much and she loves me.

Recently, I've been falling a tad bit depressed, I mean everything is going according to plan for me, why would I be sad? Well you know, sometimes, the sadness just comes for no reason, I would probably commit suicide a long time ago as this is not the only time I had depression for no reason.

But thankfully I have my darling Fortissimo with me, her love, her desire, fuels through my blood, we are one and yet, we are separate. This relationship of ours didn't start very nicely to be honest. When Marshmallow Man started digging in my body with one of his tentacles and I bit it off, it fell into my body and it was there for a very long time, until it got used to my body and in fact started moving inside of it through my veins. At first it tried to take me over, to clear my mind and use my body in order to return to Marshmallow Man, but when it got to my memories, to my desires, when it saw how I think, it was overwhelmed.

It saw what kind of monster I was, that I was a hell spawn, that I didn't have any ounce of a soul in me since the day I was born. It saw the moment I killed my parents without remorse, the thing that baffled it was not that I killed them, it is the fact that I had lack of motive for doing that, I just did it. After that act of violence, it saw my thoughts forming, it saw how I came to a conclusion that Destruction is the only thing that matters and it agreed.

That is when she spoke to me for the first time, she revealed to me everything that was going on, what was Marshmallow Man doing, that there were people who served him and ran from him. She told me that the day I waited for, the day when I could cause much more Destruction was upon me. All I had to do was join him and of course I did.

But through time, I realized that the tasks I was given, hunt down this guy, follow that guy, kill this girl, intimidate that group, all of it was once again meaningless and Fortissimo agreed, that is when we started disobeying him, that is when we started doing whatever we wanted and we had purpose again. On that day, I learned how to use Fortissimo, how to make her a weapon of Destruction, first time using her like that, it was like snorting coke, first dose is enjoyable and you get addicted. That was also the day that I first called her Fortissimo, the name was fitting, I was a man of silence, I was doing what I did for no reason, no purpose, I was silent, lost, until a big bang of sound came out of nowhere and woke me up, that sound was Fortissimo.

It has been so long since she and I met and to be honest, I am surprised that we are even alive today, when in reality we should have been killed a long time ago. I was stretching out a bubble gum until it ripped, yet somehow, I was able to buy myself a new one.

My darling Fortissimo, I love you.

This song, it describes our relationship perfectly, been listening to it the whole time I wrote this:

Oh look at that, depressions gone, yay!

Aces of Rejects, Member #2: Mister Koschey

 I know that I said, that I would slowly introduce them, but, well I'm impatient ok? So who should I start off with? Well obviously the man who has been doing the most killing recently, I believe German proxies has gotten acquainted with this fella.

Name: Roman Buldiganov (Koschey)
Age: ???
Sex/Gender: Male
Occupation: Dying Man Shard
Weapon: Tulskii Tokarec (2 Pieces), Pocket Knife, Anything he can get his hands on.
Tittle: Walking Corpse
Favorite Line: Get lost.

Theme Song: Order of The Fly - Rot

Special "Talent": Body is paralyzed, just like mine, but is still capable of movement. If he lost a limb, can easily rip off someone's limb and attach it to himself as a replacement of the old one, not to mention he gains all the attributes of the limb, for example: if he replaced his normal eye with a snipers eye, then he will be more precise at shooting his target. Military training.

Bio: Roman Buldiganov was an excellent soldier in the Russian Army, once he finished serving his time, he went to get a job. What he realized later was that, he can't do anything but kill people, so he fell together with a Russian Mafia. After some time the Mafia fell apart, but he decided to stick with what he does so he became what some might call, a mercenary for hire. He took any job weather it was killing someone, or saving someone, it didn't matter to him, as long as he got paid. He quickly gained popularity in his line of duty, since he always finishes the job he takes and until he finishes that job, he does not take another. At some point he was given a job of hunting down a certain man, that certain man carried a Dying Man Shard inside of himself, once he killed the man, The Dying Man shard, took over Roman's body. Now the Dying Man Shard (Business) liked his host and they ended up working together. Problem was, that the dying man shard could not sustain the control over its powers, result of that, Roman's body was decaying. But with that great power, came also an ability, The Dying Man Shard was powerful enough to repair not only injuries, but also bones and nervous systems. This is how his body is still capable of movement, he has been ripping off body parts of his victims and attaching them to himself, replacing the old body parts.

Fighting Style: Is awesome at Boxing.

Main Goal: Finishing his contract which he and I arranged all those years back.

Status in The Team: Strategist.


Amazing ain't it?

Aces of Rejects, Member #1: Kelevra Dragunov

Name: Kelevra (Bad Dog) Dragunov
Age: ???
Sex/Gender: Male
Occupation: Ex-Proxy, Free Agent
Weapon: Azoth Suit, Machete, Anything he can get his hands on
Tittle: Dr. Kelevra P.H.D. in Ass Kicking
Favorite Line: Do you like it doggy style?

Theme Song: John Frizzell - My Little Box

Special "Talent": Body is paralyzed, but is still capable of movement. Azoth suit can morph into anything he wants and is capable of becoming solid and turn back to being liquid, at will. Constant telepathic connection with his Azoth Suit.

Fighting Style: Rarely uses it, but is known for using the Monkey-Fu style of fighting.

Main Goal: Causing as much Destruction, as possible.

Status in The Team: Leader of The Aces of Rejects.



This is the basic sheet for my little gang, to who I have been  referring to for the past couple of weeks as my "Aces". One of those "Aces" was the one causing all the damage in Germany. You didn't think I was the only "peshka", in this game? Don't be so naive.

 Slowly throughout the days, I will be revealing the members of this gang, I think you will like them.

That is all, have a good day.

Marhsmallow Man don't Have Shit on me!

Eat that Marshmallow Man (New nickname for TPFF), whats the matter? Can't track me now? Dawww shucks, too bad.

See kiddies, this is when it pays to have 4 Aces up your sleeve, counting me along with them, that is 5 Aces in total.

Amazing what you can do, with good connections and a little bit of imagination, you are capable of tricking even the most deadly force on the planet. And I don't mean only Marshmallow Man, pretty soon, I will be ending up on a target list of many Fears, but more details about that later.

So Marshmallow Man, if you're reading this, which you probably aren't, but one of your bitch secretar- Oracles is. Come get me, what? You can't? You know why? Cause there is no frequency to track, I didn't use The Path. And this post? I'm no amateur, I know how you can track people through these, well guess what, no frequency coming from this post, because currently, I am posting this, outside of Earth, so yeah, Fuck you.

And no, I am not in space, I'm a lousy Astronaut.

Good to Be Back.

So, where have I been all this time? Well now that I am a free agent, I gotta keep running from my ex-boss, but you know, I think I lost him off my hide and for good, how do I know, alright, allow me to explain.

Every time a proxy uses a path Slendy knows about it, how? He is linked to that place, in fact I think that place IS the actual Slenderman and the business suit thing we see, is just a puppet The Path uses in order to connect to this world, but those are just assumptions and mean nothing. What IS important is that Slendy can feel anything that is going on within The Path, which means if I use it, he will get a whiff of me and easily track me down.

Well lassies, today I was once again trying to avoid Slendy, I was constantly moving, when sudden;y he caught me, and I had to start escaping him, while Fortissimo was covering my back from his long ass tendrils, and that is when this place faced bitch came in.

As I was running through the streets, I saw her standing there in the alleys, running out of options, I remember that this girl can manipulate time somehow and teleport, so I start brain storming and wonder, what would happen if The Pale Faced Fuck (TPFF - is how I'm gonna call him now) that was right behind me, ran into her.

So I start running towards her, but once I got close to her, that was not what I was planning on, but whatever, she teleported me to where you may ask? Well of course The United States of America! Also, I found out something, TPFF can not track you, if you have used other supernatural ways of transportation, for example: The Pale Faced Girl, or Any Other Fears' domain. How did I come to that conclusion, well for a creature that was ready to tear my head off immediately, he hasn't appeared in about 6 days now and I haven't even moved, once.

So now I know of a way how to lose TPFF, there's a lot of checkpoints in this area to other Fears' domains, I just have to plan things out and I have a whole system of escape plans.

Expiration Date.

Well, I thought this day would never come, want a reason for my prolonged absence? Here's your reason, guess who finally reached Slendy's nerves, here's a tip, he wears bandaged, has a morphing azoth suit.

Couple of days back, I was just killing a couple of proxies, looking for Diana, when he rudely interrupted my fun. Appeared behind me like the cheap bastard he is, sent his tendrils at my neck, but ol' Kelevra is not a dummy, my darling Fortissimo, she speaks to me, she warns me in time, I duck, he misses, tell Fortissimo to leak towards my feet and push me off of the ground in order to give me a big jump boost, in order to move further from Slendy.

He could easily use The Path and kill me while I was in the air, but I knew he wouldn't, he wanted me to know that I'm not under his protection no more, he wants to see me suffer, since he never saw me truly suffering.

After I landed I turned to look at Slendy and he was right in front me in a mere second, I starred into that blank thing he calls a face and I smile, I feel him, I feel that he is pissed at me, I feel that he is fed up with me. I enjoy it, he knows I'm enjoying it, killing me then and there, would not be satisfying.

A sudden tentacled was sent in my direction from his chest, but my darling Fortissimo, she feels him, she knows him, she is him, she saves me, but while she is saving me, Slendy disappears.

So now I am a free agent kiddies, I have no sides, no missions, only one desire driving me and all of you know what it is.

Nothing and no one will stop me, not Incognito, not Vikady, not The Judgment and not even Slendy, we, me and Fortissimo, we will achieve our goal, finally, FULL FREEDOM!

Visit

Sooooo where do I start?

This pale bitch appeared to me. Didn't say nothing, didn't move an inch, I was just sleeping in my cosy couch, alright not really my couch but that's beside the point.

Anyways, I wake up, see her standing right in front of me, starring right at me with those dark void eyes of hers. I asked Fortissimo to attack, but my darling was confused, well DUH Kelevra you dunce! For some reason this girl does not exist to my darling Fortissimo. I would try and punch her myself, but I remember what happened last time.

So I decide to just lay there, she starred at me for good 30 minutes, I tried to talk to her, my first sentence was "Would you mind moving, your fat ass is blocking my view", no reaction, she continued to stare at me.

I think she was studying me, or something, that bitch.

Anyways, after 30 minutes she just fell apart into dust, seriously, she just fell apart into dust and *poof* she was gone.

Who the fuck is she? I need to find Diana.