Kids.

Before I begin, I would like to say that my organization plan is growing steadily, not going to say anything more than that.


I'm a human, as much as I would like to deny it, I am, even though my body feels nothing, my emotions are quite real. Proof of those emotions are several factors, I love my darling Fortissimo, I consider Incognito my rival and I am friends with Minxie, all of those are factors that I have emotions and thus am a human.

But most might argue that I am no human, but a monster, simply because I have passion towards Destruction, they might be correct.

With that said, today, I was going to attack a Lilim base, but my stomach was grumbling and even though I couldn't feel it, I heard it, luckily there was a Cafe near the base, so I decided to go in, take my time, eat up, at the same time watching over the base.

Whenever I go out in public, I hide my bandaged parts of the body, which means I was in the Cafe, in a closed up jacket, lather gloves and a hood over my head. So there I am, sitting, eating and drinking. After some time, all of a sudden I hear this fragile, innocent voice.

"H-Hello?"

I turn my head down, to see a little girl, looking at me with innocent, curious eyes, I also noticed that she had been pulling my jacket, in order to get my attention, of course I didn't notice, because my body can't feel anything.

"Y-you're different, I-I've never seen you around here, w-who are you?"

Fear and curiosity in her voice.

"Why, I'm the BoogeyMan."

To my surprise, she wasn't afraid, or terrified, she simply tilted her head to the side and her look of curiosity, turned to that of confusion.

"But I thought BoogeMen, were big, hairy, slimy and stinky."

Now I was getting curious.

"There are all kinds of boogeyMen in this world."

"And why are you here Mr. BoogeyMan?"

"Why, I'm here to look over you."

I was simply playing along, I can get side tracked so easily.

"O-over me?"

Now it was a voice of shyness.

"Yes, every child has a BoogeyMan going after them, some of us chose to scare the child, some chose to protect them."

"A-are you going to pr-protect me?"

"Why, of course."

Then her Mom called for her, that name, so unique.

After that, the little girl waved me a good bye and left with her mother and I turned back to the base I was supposed to infiltrate 30 minutes ago.

After finishing my meal, I did so, but while I was doing it, I had one thought running around in my head. That girls curiosity, it attracted me, I want to meet her again.

I don't even know why I'm publishing this, probably because I want to make sure, I was in the right state of my mind, lately, Fortissimo been telling me that I was starting to slip. But she does not object to this thought, of me meeting that girl again, in fact, she tells me to do it, why I do not know, but I want to.

Diana you BITCH!

Remember the havoc Dimok caused? No news of it, nope, nadda, zilch, donut.

Her agents are working hard, yes they do DON'T THEY!?

That fucking bitch, she erased all the news about the whole Dock just collapsing, and somehow made ALL and yes I do mean ALL residents, be quiet about what had happened, do you know how I can tell.

Nothing about it in the newspapers, news, not even fucking rumors about upcoming end of the world and shit, NOTHING!

People are not panicking and that gets me mighty pissed off, to top it all off, I can't track that bitch, she is hiding her frequency very well, not to mention using The Path, could give away our hiding spot. At first I figured these guys were FBI, fuck it, they have documents saying so, but there is something deeper, something different.

In fact, remember Diana's back story? She was a murderer, how the fuck is she in charge of ANY FBI group!? Either there are some strings being pulled, really hard. Either there is something bigger behind this cover up mission than the government.

I need to find out what the fuck is going on and for that I need to find Diana.


Anyway, in other news, we found a way on how to travel through domains. You see, since I can't travel through my domain, which is The Path, because I have Fortissimo inside of me, darling. Once I step a foot inside The Path, I will be immediately located by Marshmallow Man, but if Gorinich goes inside The Path, he won't be detected, because he doesn't have Azoth inside of him, he has a different substance flowing through him. That very substance will be Alien to The Path and it simply won't see him and before you start jumping at me, that "That's simply an assumption." well we already tested it, didn't have any consequences to face.

So now I can keep an eye on my favorite people, YAY!!


Apparently, I'm getting fans, those who want to join my group, now you know, like any smart psychopath I would deny those candidates and maybe kill them off BUT! I had a thought, what stops me, from making my own Organization? I mean every Fear has it's servants, there are Runners and now there are legit FBI agents, so why not make a new organization, The Rejects?

Now I understand, that any member I take can back stab us  at any given moment, because I don't have quite the Fright effect, that any of The Fears have over their Servants, but God Damn it, if they feel lucky upon betraying me, I welcome them, I might not have the effect, but I sure as hell am going to make it.

So far recruited a good bunch of people, you have no idea how much my mail box is exploding with messages right now, the messages are coming from everyone, runners, maenad's, proxies and so fucking on...

I don't find it suspicious, since the mail box started growing right after the disaster that Dimok caused, apparently the news were fast enough to spread around a couple of people, so yeah.

So far I only recruited people, that I personally met, I will withdraw any information, they are not working with me, they don't know where we are and they are working in a completely different town than we are. So practically, they don't know any more, than you readers do about us. I think, this might work actually.

Crazy isn't it?

Dimok you FUCKING PSYCHO!

So yesterday, when Egle said that I was invading a bar full of Timberwolves along with Koschey, it was true, after we were done killing the majority, I told them that I was sent by proxies, so after the survivors of that onslaught recovered, they told other Timberwolves in the area and they gathered to go attack a proxy base. The proxy base was also targeted by the Psycho Maenad's so it was supposed to be a good show and it was, for whole 5 minutes.

Apparently pHIL's warning got to the proxies and they were fairly prepared for the arrival of Timerwolves and Maenads, so it was full blown out fight, which Timberwolves could not win, because on that same pier, there were about 8 more proxy warehouses aligned, close to each other. One of the warehouses was a weapon storage, I did my research.

So for 5 minutes there was a fight, proxies were slowly, but surely winning, because they had back up from other warehouses and that's when it happened. Over the pier, a light into binoculars and I see a figure with an umbrella and a rabbit mask, in an expensive looking suit. It was Dimok and what he was about to do, would blow my mind away.

Few minutes after I had spotted him, I heard this horrible sound going through the whole area, I can't explain it, but I'll try. Ever heard a whale moan? Imagine that, but a prolonged, never ending moan, mixed with the sound of an ultra sound, fucking horrible, if I could feel anything, I'm sure I could have felt one of my ear drums going to hell.

But that wasn't over yet, that was only the sound, a few seconds of silence, even the fighting stopped, because nobody could understand the nature of the sound. Few seconds end, and the pier starts collapsing into hell, early I said that it was an earthquake, I was wrong, the pier, along with all the warehouses on it, they didn't collapse because of an earthquake, they just collapsed, like, ugh how can I explain this. Like a tower made out of cards, suddenly was missing one card and it started to collapse. That was the same with the pier, it was like a few really important part were suddenly missing in the structure and it just fucking collapsed.

I could hear the Destruction, along with all the screams, yells, someone being crushed under the debris, nobody escaped, I could sense it, Fortissimo could sense it, she was a part of The Path, she could feel whenever someone entered it. That night, as she tells me, nobody did and I understand why, not because nobody down there couldn't use it, but because of this commotion, nobody could concentrate hard enough in order to access The Path and who could blame them?

Holy fucking shit, 2 weeks of work, just gone in one swift moment.

After that, Dimok puffed one of his cigars, blew smoke out of his mouth, that smoke surrounded him and he just disappeared. Now I don't know why he did it, because I didn't ask him, I don't know what the purpose of that was, but hell I enjoyed it, so I'm not going to try and locate and ask him, besides, I doubt he would answer anything, I'm just happy he's on our side.

Egle here.

I don't know why, but Kelevra told me to make a post if he was gone for longer than three hours, talking more about why I and Gorinich are on this team.

I think it is a bit obvious, since Kelevra constantly talks about it, but it is indeed Destruction, how did I end up believing that Destruction is the only thing that makes sense. Well do you have a counter to that? No matter where you look at, what you look at, everything ends in destruction, why build something, when you can just reach the end? This is what I believe, I mean I used to believe in other life goals, like forming a family and all that shit, but after all what had happened to me, which I'm sure Kelevra detailed on this blog already, I had only one Goal in mind, it replaced every other Goal I previously had, that Goal was Revenge.

You know when people say that everyone have their limits, I think back then, mine was reached, hence why Mother came to me, she sensed my pain, offered me salvation, offered me revenge, which I'm thankful to her for. When I got my revenge, I just lost all point in living, I reached my goal in life, what was I supposed to do now? I was asking that question and that is when I had met Kelevra, he explained everything to me and it made sense.

I am thankful to Kelevra for helping me see the truth, for helping me not become another pawn in this pointless world we inhabit.

So that is pretty much my reason.

Gorinich however, he is in this team because of me, he wants what I want, he wants to help me reach my goals, so it is pretty simple for him. He is so cute lying on the floor sleeping all curled up like that, poor thing had a hard day.

Well, I guess that is it, oh almost forgot, Kelevra told me to write here where he currently is. Right now he is attacking a bar full of Timberwolves along with Koschey, not sure why he would tell me to post this, but whatever...

Bye now.

- Egle.

Aces of Rejects, Member #5: Dimok

Name: ???
Age: ???
Occupation: Crimson Knight (Unknown if Ex-Crimson Knight, or not)
Weapon: Saw him carrying a sniper rifle with himself.
Tittle: Enigma.
Favorite Line: He doesn't talk.
Theme Song: Einstürzende Neubauten - Sabrina

Special "Talent": Like any Crimson Knight he is capable of manipulating smoke as a means of camouflage, probably explains why he always carries a patch of cigars with himself. Also like any Crimson Knight, he is capable of emitting a sound that causes chaos and destruction, although I never seen him use it. He must also have enhanced agility and strength, since every other crimson knight is known for having that "talent".

Bio: Dimok is the most mysterious of our group, for you see, I have nothing to tell you about his past life, or anything for that matter, he doesn't talk and his face is unknown to me, because he hides it behind that creepy rabbit mask. This suit (With a red tie) wearing knight just started following us, until the day when he finally decided to appear in front of us. You must be asking, "But Kelevra! How can you possibly trust a person like that?" well first of, he saved my team mate's asses several times, he is giving us funding and sometimes he plays card games with me, but that is a rare thing to happen. So he proved to me, not he's trust, but he's goals, whatever they are, fall with our goals, somehow.

Fighting Style: Never seen him fight.

Main Goal: No idea.

Status in Team: Supplier.



And that is it, this is everyone in the Aces of Rejects.

Therapy Session #2

Today, I woke up with a hunger for some analysis, so this is why I am starting this one session, an Audio Session.

Now I want all of you, who would like to participate fully in this, who would like to experience the best quality, to lean back, relax, breath deeply and close your eyes, lets your imagination run wild and once the audio is done, relay it into a text, a comment, of what you have seen a scenario, an image, what was happening in your head when you were listening to this piece of audio.




I eagerly await your analysis and don't worry, there are no loud jump scares in the audio, I dislike those myself.

Of course this is where I type up my own analysis, of what I see, but sadly I have no time right now, for you see, I am rather busy.

But I hope you have a good time and seriously, if you want to fully experience this, then I suggest you close your eyes, relax, breath deeply and as I already said, let your imagination run wild.

See you all later today, maybe.

"Of course you realize this means WAR" - Bugs Bunny.

This is  beautiful, couple of weeks of Koschey and Gorinich attacking bases brought out inspiration, the information that I'm getting is that proxies are dropping like flies all over the region. The fact that Koschey and Gorinich with the help of some runners they ran into, took out the main organization here in USA that was supplying proxies with weaponry and money, that certainly shook things up for them.

So I thought it was time for me to get my ass off the couch and start doing some work. Lucky me that when I get off my sick day, real shit hits the fan. Once I was up and ready I told Koschey to take a break, tried to convince Gorinich to relax as well, but nope, that animal is like an endless source of energy.

Since Proxies were being taken care of by various other groups and their system practically fallen apart here in USA, it was time for us to look for other targets, and we did. We found a Maenad hive here in USA, man these guys were pathetic, after the recent death of their master The Rake and I'm not kidding, here take a look, here too. They were like lost puppies or some shit, some of them were mutated to the point like Gorinich and were practically turned into animals, other were still able to utter a sentence and actually walk on two legs.

I let Gorinich go in first, they didn't attack him because they thought that he was one of them, this was also a good test to see if Gorinich was truly loyal, safe to say he is, he lashed out on them without a single thought, ripping them apart, they started ganging up on him so I came in as well. They became more furious when they sensed my presence, or rather the presence of my darling Fortissimo, they hated her, who could blame them, after all she was "part" of Marshmallow Man in the past and it is no secret that The Rake and Marshmallow Man were enemies. So slaughter began, some of them bled blood, some of them blood some sort of acid, had to be careful that blood actually ate through some of the concrete.

However, what I didn't expect was that the place was wired with C4, I was lucky enough to find out about that when Gorinich sniffed out one brick of it, didn't take us long to get our asses out of there. Someone wired the place, someone was going to take care of the left overs of Maenad's before us, they were also going to take care of us in the process.

But I'm not a stupid cookie, Gorinich got the scent, so we sniffed out the bastard that triggered the explosion, it wasn't one bastard, a group of people hiding in some sort of Van. Didn't attack them  immediately, followed them to the docks, to a warehouse.

Inside, bunch of people walking around, lots of computer equipment and shit, wanna know who these people were? Well surprise, FBI was on a clean up mission, don't really know on which side they were, probably bunch of Proxies. They were cleaning shit up here in USA, by cleaning up, making sure that all this little war was being kept a secret, along the way getting rid of unwanted guests.

Of course I couldn't resist, so me and Gorinich introduced ourselves and took out all of them, I have a bullet wound in my right leg, shit happens. So we took a look, these FBI agents were legit, from what I could see they weren't serving anyone, they had all the groups on their target lists, all their bases marked out on the USA map, bases that even I didn't know about, so I took the map.

Something else that I found out, digging through their messages it seems that these guys were on a mission of wiping out all the servants along with Runners, they wanted to keep everything connected to this conflict as much a secret, as they could. You know why? Get this, if other countries find out that good ol' USA is in such a state, a third World War could start, other countries would use this opportune time to conquer USA.

So when I said War, I really meant Wat, we're on a verge of a World War Three and the only thing keeping it at bay are these agents that are keeping everything as much of a secret, as they can, I don't like that, so I'll be taking care of them as well, imagine what kind of Destruction could start with a World War III! It would be  beautiful!

Something else that I found out, good ol' Diana is behind these FBI agents, apparently she's an FBI agent, interesting huh?